It's a sad day

I waited for quite sometime for Catscraps to come up with their CT call and I was just informed that I am not on the team!! I am one woman who hates being rejected and therefore I resist applying for CT!! Some designers don't even reply when I apply... I have so many backlogs to handle!! Till I need to get away just to clear my head and start focusing on clearing my backlogs.. I hope I am able to do it by tomorrow night!! Anyway, here is a new designer I am guest CT for.. Laurence Designs.. Gosh !! Her kits are so super duper girly and I love it!!  Any of my friends who knows me that in life I am not a girly type of girl!! Let me tell you a secret, I just love the colour PINK!! LOL!! HERE IS MY FIRST LAYOUT FOR LAURENCE DESIGNS!!Btw I did two..

TENDREMENT BY LAURENCE DESIGNS

HERE

I am hoping to get my mojo back but I feel I am kinda stuck in getting it back!!! It's like I need a new style of scrapping... and I just can't find it!! I want back my mojo!!